I wrote it when i was in a low point in my very first relationship,
What do you do,
when you know, that what you have done ,
is unethical and you have somehow breached the other persons trust?
What do you do now
when the bad thing you have done
leads you to see something not intended for you to see
but affects you in such a way as this,
A way so bad
so brutal
that you ask your self y did i even want to see
and that which i have seen has made me feel
so uneasy, quesy and at risk of me being called a snoopy, sneaky, little freak!
But whatever i have seen
is not supposed to even be done by you ?
you should put the past behind
and continue the new walk with me
because by lookin behind
you put me at risk of falling
because i am 2 you
like a blind man who has entrusted you with my life
to help me cross the road
and if you start hesitating and looking behind now, my dear, poor...., blind me, might be knocked down and trampled on
Pliz am i the one on the wrong by lookin at what i wasnt meant 2 see but saw,
or are you the one on the wrong
for doing that which you are not supposed to do
but you have done which has drawn me 2 see
because if you hadnt done it,
i would have seen it but not be so devasted as i am now....
Can any one understand my dilemma or am i just a sneaky, snoopy, little untrusting freak?
A freak in love mind you.....
because that which i saw
has made me
start seein you
as a lying, cheat!!1
Princess Nereah
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